I was posting to my other blog and I thought, "Geez, this shit's depressing! Maybe I should submit it to the Lifetime Channel instead of turning it into a book."

On another note- I was grocery shopping tonight and I had to get kitty litter. This took me past the shelves stuffed with cat toys. As usual, I looked at all of them. Purrhaps today I would find the fabled holy grail of cat toys, Yellow Kitty would like that...oh.
I'm proud to say I did not cry in the store, I just thought about it. I guess I'm getting old. I don't remember carrying my grief this long for any of my other cats, but it's been a long time since I've had any other cats leave my life.